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Wednesday, March 24, 2010
Wow...it's been a while since I updated. I keep meaning to, but I'm just so tired when I get home in the mornings that sleep usually wins.
Then I made the mistake of looking through some older posts, while looking for a certain song...and without warning...there was Buttercup. They say time heals all pain...but I'm not so sure I agree with that. Seeing her pics immediately brought tears to my eyes and the pain in my heart is just as strong as it was then. My bob, I miss her so much! And I miss Oliver!
I have to be careful at work not to walk down the cat food aisle. There's this bag of food that has a cat on it that reminds me of him. It reminds me of the day I had to put him down...and how work was hell that night. How without thinking I was holding that bag of food that night and just the sight of that cat made me start crying all over again. And how Anita happened to walk by and sent me to the bathroom to try to get my composure back while she finished the pet pulls and cried for me. She truly is the epitome of a best friend!
Seth Ian...will you go through my pics and find a pic of Buttercup and a pic of Oliver and draw them for me, please!?! It can be my birthday present.
Speaking of birthday present ideas...if anyone needs one...I would LOVE to have the Michael Stanley DVD or any of his records. I have a few of his records, but would always love more of him.
Ok...I'll try to post a happier update soon. I'm just too emotional right now, think I'm just going to cry myself to sleep. I love you Buttercup...I love you Oliver!!
Then I made the mistake of looking through some older posts, while looking for a certain song...and without warning...there was Buttercup. They say time heals all pain...but I'm not so sure I agree with that. Seeing her pics immediately brought tears to my eyes and the pain in my heart is just as strong as it was then. My bob, I miss her so much! And I miss Oliver!
I have to be careful at work not to walk down the cat food aisle. There's this bag of food that has a cat on it that reminds me of him. It reminds me of the day I had to put him down...and how work was hell that night. How without thinking I was holding that bag of food that night and just the sight of that cat made me start crying all over again. And how Anita happened to walk by and sent me to the bathroom to try to get my composure back while she finished the pet pulls and cried for me. She truly is the epitome of a best friend!
Seth Ian...will you go through my pics and find a pic of Buttercup and a pic of Oliver and draw them for me, please!?! It can be my birthday present.
Speaking of birthday present ideas...if anyone needs one...I would LOVE to have the Michael Stanley DVD or any of his records. I have a few of his records, but would always love more of him.
Ok...I'll try to post a happier update soon. I'm just too emotional right now, think I'm just going to cry myself to sleep. I love you Buttercup...I love you Oliver!!
Posted by: LLH / 1:05 PM 
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oh, how well I remember that night...the saddest I had ever seen you...was also the night I had my Epiphany.....love, HAM
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: 2:10 AM
Indeed...you're lucky we didn't know each other yet when I was dealing with Buttercup being sick. Although I really could have used a friend here for all of that. You saw what I was like with Oliver and I had only had him for a few months...I had Buttercup since 1998.
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