Friday, January 12, 2007

WTF???

Oh wow....my rambling was bad last night, my apologies! LOL Too bad I can't even blame that crap on drinking or my pain pills! I just HATE that people can effect me so deeply. Why do I let them in only to have them claw out the rest of my already broken heart and stomp it to mush on the floor?? I'll never understand why I allow myself to care so intensely...always for the ones who hurt me the most. Blah....there I go again...goose fraba...where's my happy thought? LOL I'm sure things will ease up a bit if I can just make it through April. Wishful thinking perhaps, but at least getting past their birthdays will help I hope. And having a new friend who is wonderful, caring, and understanding will help as well I'm sure. Indeed some of my pain has already been eased...just knowing there is such a wonderfully terrific, special person out there who cares about me and my happiness! Sigh....such a magical thought! Just what the Doctor ordered! ;)
Anywho, enough of my crap for now...I need to get ready for work so I can have another hellish day...such is life. Love and hugs!!
Posted by: LLH / 8:09 AM
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